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it's been a while...

i hardly ever come on xanga. i'm a myspace devotee. but i thought this news warranted a post.
i'm no longer a memeber of King's Kids staff. don't worry, this is very, very, very, very good news for me.
the explanation is very long and not all that important in my opinion. what i think is of greater importance is that God has released me! i've been released into my future and to grasp my destiny.
this is very exciting as i've struggled and struggled for a long time with feeling squashed and unable to breathe and unable to express myself in the way that i express myself.

but now I TAKE DEEP BREATHS. and i can have excitment over my uncertain future.
the ideal is would be to extend my visa and switch it from YWAM back to the sponsorship of my church back home. actually, the most ideal would be to get a work permit and a job...but it's more likely that pigs will fly than i'd be able to get a work permit. BUT that's one of those things that has to rest in God's hands, which scares the bejesus out of me. i like to have hold of things and be able to do it myself.
ever since i was able to speak it became very clear to everyone that "i want to do it myself!".

So the whole concept of "let go and let God" is as welcome as brussel sprouts. i know it's good for me, but eeeeeeeeew! (how spiritual am i?!)

so, it's a new day, and a new beginning. and it's a wild ride.

my mom gets here in 9 days for a 5 week travel around the UK. whoa.

ben.

our scooters are almost always broken.

PLEASE QUICKLY PRAY FOR IZAAK!

Izaak is Ben's best friend. On his way home from work last night Izaak was attacked from behind and was hit in the back of the head with an axe. It appears to be a completely random act of violence. Somehow Izaak made it home and was taken to the hospital this morning I believe. He's in the Intensive Care Unit. He seems to be doing alright, however his skull is fractured and there is some swelling of his brain. Izaak is being woken up every 15 min. He is very confused and tired when they wake him.
I believe that Izaak is going to make a full recovery, I am confident of that fact.

It is also the desire of my heart that God would use this situation to draw Ben to Himself. Over the past year I have watched as God as persued Ben, there have been some really remarkable things. But the time has still not come. Please do pray for Izaak. Please pray also for Ben. Neither of them know or even believe in God, I can't imagine going through something like his without Him.